12th December 2001

July 17, 2007 on 5:05 pm | In A Page From My Diary | No Comments

Once in a while, I think it’s nice to show people my past…a more private and perhaps more childish past….the little things that make me who I am…

12th December 2001

Dear Tome,
Nothing much really happened today. I think its mainly because I woke up at 3pm in the afternoon afterwhich I mainly killed time by playing computer games till it was time to break my fast.Something happened after breaking my fast. I tried to tell my parents that I was prepared to cancel my participation in CouncilMania this coming Friday. My father asked me why and I didn’t really know how to answer him. I wanted to say that I wanted to spend time at home with the family but I just couldn’t bring myself to say it. Maybe I was afraid of their reaction to the whole thing. Anyway, after the CouncilMania thing, I brought up tomorrow’s meeting with the And. Sec. Councillors. It was then that my mother brought up how I was wasting my time with them. I tried to explain that everyone has different priorities. I guess I failed because at some point she said, “…sampai lupakan keluarga…” (which means ‘forget the family’ in Malay). It was here that I felt very hurt because I have made so many decision that put my family at the top of the priority ladder and to hear her say that just made me…urgh! The good thing was that my father said something that showed that he understood my position. That was the first time!

Anyhow, I went to take a nap just to calm down and when I woke up, my father was standing right there saying that I could go for CouncilMania so long as I helped out my mother. I guess it was his way of saying he understood. Thanks Pa!

Like I said, nothing much happened. My computer is really beginning to bug me because it just hangs too often. Now I’m contemplating switching to Windows 2000 so I’ve backed up all my material and come up with a list of softwares. I think I’ll get to work tomorrow(later actually). Until then, I think I need to get some sleep.

Good night Tome!

Yours faithfully,
Ridzuan Ashim
4.41am

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