++31st March++
March 31, 2002 on 11:51 pm | In Uncategorized | No Comments
Dear Diary,
Phew! At last I managed to catch "A Beautiful Mind" with Shaz. Almost couldn’t catch it…You know, just before I left, my father started to fix a shoerack that he just bought. I really wanted to help him(even asked him about it in the morning) but I already arranged to meet shaz at 3pm at Choa Chu Kang…I was already running late because it was 2.50pm. I felt bad enough that he said, "I don’t need you"…but my mother just had to give me that yeah-yeah-you-just-wanna-go-out-with-your-friend look. Do you know how it feels to just be accused of something like that? Its like they say it enough in the past already! What they never tried to understand is that I always have the family in mind…
I think "A Beautiful Mind" was indeed a beautiful show worthy of the 4 awards that they received. I was especially touched by how his wife decided to stick with him despite his illness. Later in the show when he had to ignore his ‘friends’ also struck me as something worth admiration because it must be difficult to forget what you’ve always thought was real for a big part of your life… In fact, I actually tried to read up on the guy(that’s the real guy to the right) and found out that there are some stuff that’s omitted from the show(I guess that’s expected…hollywood). Anyhow, i’ve littered today’s entry with some of the pictures…
You know, two nights ago something weird happened(no, no its not something dirty…haha). I had a dream. Frankly, I can’t remember what happened or what I saw or who I saw. But when I woke up in the morning to go for the physics test…Something kept ringing in my head, "Cat’s attached". I felt horrible. It was like deja vu. It was like it bugged me all through my shower. It was only after that that I finally calmed myself. I’m hoping its just an ‘ignorable’ feeling. But I guess, a part of me hasn’t dismissed that possibility. Besides, its happened to me before…who know’s what life has in store for me. I was flipping through the Council pictures and I found one of cat and malie…then a few weeks back malie and her went for the nygh choir concert together…somehow, that’s been bugging me for a long time now. Its like, i’m kinda expecting someone to someday tell me, "Hey, do you know that they’re attached?" Argh. But if I know her, she’s not supposed to favour guys like him. Let’s hope their relationship is the usual kor-and-mei kind. yeah…let’s hope. Sometimes, I wished I could just tell her…and then I imagine her just saying that its a mutual thing…wish.
This weekend has been the best weekend I’ve had at home. I’ve finally managed to spend time with friends, and family(although their are still disappointments). Well, let me see, what’s the next few hurdles coming up. Oh! Damn, I still have to show them my result statement. Now, that’s going to be a problem…although I topped the class in GP, I bottomed in the remaining subjects. Gee, I think I’ll tell them tomorrow. I really feel horrible that I have to show them such results each time I pass them my results statement. But then, I guess, now, i’m more resolute than ever. The next one…I think i’ll average Cs…and by June…As. How does that sound to you? Good? Of course!
Hmm…the coming week…Elections, Chem Test, Tutorials, Meetings, Interviews. I think I’ll manage them quite well this week…Wish me luck diary!
~Good night! Its been a good month…~
Yours,
Ridzuan
11.51pm
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March 31, 2002 on 12:23 am | In Reflections | No Comments:::Life:::
Dear Diary,
I got home about 3 hours ago…from Daiso(some new shop at IMM selling everything at $2!!). Soon, i’ll be going for supper at KFC Kallang. Its been a looong time since I went there with my family. I guess tonight is one of those meaningful nights…
Guess what else is up?! I’m planning to watch “A Beautiful Mind†with Shazlee later today…specifically, its the 11.15am show at Lido…Cant wait for it.
Things to do before I sleep:-
1) Complete Elections Notice
2) Study ThermoChemistry
3) Complete Elections Proposal
Maybe I shoul delay the proposal and the study to later because if I do complete them all, i think i’ll end up sleeping in the theater when I watch the show…
Till I write again…
Yours,
Ridzuan
12.23am
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