Constructive Deconstruction

Take Care

April 4, 2002 on 1:13 am | In Uncategorized | No Comments

Dear Diary,
I just got off the phone with Cat…It was nice to know that someone actually noticed a change in my behaviour over the past week…I didn�t actually think anyone would care. But while I was on the train just now…i got an SMS �boo� then.."Are you Ok?"

After some SMS exchange, I guess she called me(my hp), then I called her back using my telephone and we talked. She said that I probably should take care of myself and not �killing�(not quoting) myself. I don�t think I am. I guess its because Council to me is like some kind of symbol that requires me to give up everything. Well, in any case, at the end of it…I asked her to ask herself the same thing…You know, i realised i�ve been trying to protect her for a long time now…Its like just now she said she wanted to join the webpage comm…and I automatically went like…"No…He�s looking for someone who�s not involved in anything".

Well, I�m really getting tired now…and I still have to write a speech an study chem…Ya noe…it was really nice talking to her…~

Good night…

Yours,
Ridzuan
1.13am