Constructive Deconstruction

4.55am

December 24, 2006 on 4:54 am | In Personal Rants | 2 Comments

I’ve been thinking about cathy ever so often. But today was it…I kinda miss talking to her actually although our last real conversation(other than the one today) must have been half a year ago.

But honestly, how can this be? I met her for less then a week in a country that’s like so far away(Shanghai, China), spent less than 6 hours talking to her in total, watched her have feelings for my friend(and watch my friend have feelings for her too although he eventually stayed on with his girlfriend), spent half the time trying to get to not be so shy about her excellent english..and now expect me to trust this feeling?

Ok ok. So some people have been knocking stuff into my head and tell me to wake up and accept the remote possibility that this has a chance..Kelvin Quee, i don’t think you read this…but boy were you blunt…haha

"she’s likes you. at least a little, you know that." -KQ

I might just skype her one of these days bro…Really makes me wonder why she got skype several months back when i told her about it…was it a hint to get me to call? ( of which i never did…haha ) Reading hints, whether to stay or to go, must be one the toughest stuff ever. Girls should be more direct…makes things so much easier.

She graduates in 2008 and then she’s planning to go to the US to further her studies until a PhD if possible…haiz…All the more i have to make my work work out soon…

Oh well…i just felt like writing all this down somewhere…argh.

Here we go again…